Suddenly the sadness
submerges me
leaving me gasping
for breath
Drowning in
an ocean of tears
Trying with all I have
to stay afloat
but I’m so tired
of trying
and getting nowhere
Going round and
round in circles
getting nothing
but dizzy
and disorientated
Finally,
I crack…
My head explodes
The contents spewing
everywhere.
Holding my breath
I go under
No longer in control
Going deeper
Into the darkness
Of the abyss.